"I know I'm not interested in casual penis-in-vagina sex right now, and I feel a little freaked out by the thought of giving oral my first time (not the least because I have a very strong gag reflex and TMJ). I want to hook up, but the pool of people interested in only receiving hand stuff in a hookup seems very limited, and I don't know where or how I'd go looking."
"I have two fantasies in particular. One is masculinization; I know feminization is fairly common, but I really have not been able to find much material for the reverse online (especially in the "suave semi-father-figure instructs you in masculinity" flavor I'm into). The other is a chain-of-command dom/sub scenario, in which someone orders me/gives me commands to dominate someone else."
A 20-year-old woman with very little sexual experience feels extremely horny and frustrated about being a virgin. She recently realized she is bisexual and wants to begin sexual exploration but is not interested in penis-in-vagina sex and is anxious about giving oral because of a strong gag reflex and TMJ. She wants hookups focused on manual stimulation but worries about the small pool of partners and how to balance directness with a gradual approach. She is drawn to kink and roleplay to make inexperience feel sexualized and holds fantasies of masculinization and a chain-of-command dom/sub threesome, including a scenario where a man teaches her to have sex with a woman.
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