Death also always makes me contemplate three things: 1. The privilege of community; 2. Whether I've sufficiently upskilled my children at life so they'll be OK if I died tomorrow; and 3. Hinduism. All three of these things community, debilitating anxiety and religion are gifts from my family. I know it's not cool to talk about religion. Throughout human history, we've used it to justify mass murder, colonisation and its related crimes.