Desperate for Botox
Briefly

In her quest for cosmetic enhancement, a fiftysomething writer recounts her experiences with Botox over the years. Initially apprehensive and deeply concerned about societal judgments, she ultimately finds acceptance in the process. The article contrasts her initial trepidation with the relaxed atmosphere of the clinic during her visit. While navigating her insecurities, she humorously details her preferences and the emotional struggle accompanying the decision to alter her appearance. Through this journey, she uncovers broader themes of femininity, aging, and societal expectations surrounding beauty.
The office was like an Airbnb run through a "women love this" A.I. filter - light floors, cream chairs, and textured neutral drapes.
I crossed out the prompt and wrote, 'Please do not ask me about the rest of my face or body because I will cry just do the gd lines pls.'
Read at The New Yorker
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