As a parent at 39, the author reflects on the differences between their experiences raising children at an older age compared to being a younger mom. Despite the added responsibilities of a 12-year-old, the author feels less intense about parenting and more liberated to pursue personal interests such as career and socializing. However, they also experience moments of envy towards friends with grown children, revealing the balancing act of energy, focus, and personal development in parenthood.
I used to have a lot of anxiety about keeping up appearances. Now, I worry much less about if I'm doing the right thing as a parent.
I was feeling some freedom and was excited to focus on something new; a career, a new hairstyle, working out again, buying some new clothes.
Being an older parent is a different experience than when I was a younger mom. My youngest has benefited from my being able to afford to do some personal development work.
I sometimes wonder if I have the energy to keep up with my youngest, especially with the social events and extra-curricular activities.
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