I was just illustrating it sounds like I'm a gatekeeper. That's not how I see myself though. That's never how I'm going to see myself. That's never what I'm going to be. I'm not a gatekeeper.
"I don't really have the words. I mean, I don't really believe it yet. I took a good start and I was leading and suddenly I was leading by a lot… but then with two laps to go I was like, shit, I can really win this. I got really nervous. I try not to make mistakes, but yeah, I felt really good, like my legs were super good, but I have to say in the last lap, I made some mistake because I realized I was gonna win this."