The author candidly shares her emotional journey during pregnancy, revealing that despite planning and financial readiness, she felt conflicted and unhappy upon discovering she was expecting. She highlights the challenges of waiting for pregnancy, her initial reaction of surprise rather than joy, and the struggles with physical discomfort throughout her pregnancy. The narrative emphasizes societal pressures and personal expectations, showcasing how feelings of guilt emerged as she grappled with her lack of excitement, feeling unworthy compared to those facing fertility challenges.
I was supposed to be excited about this, obviously. It wasn't a surprise pregnancy. We had been planning for months... But I didn't feel excited.
What I did feel for most of my pregnancy was sick, exhausted, and emotionally conflicted. I didn't expect to hate being pregnant.
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