I want my light back
Briefly

The author expresses deep emotional turmoil stemming from their interactions with a particular person, highlighting a struggle with social anxiety and misalignment between thoughts and spoken words. They reflect on feelings of disappointment and longing, revealing a desire to reclaim their lost sense of love and joy. In response to these challenges, the author plan to embrace solitude, dedicate time to self-care through reading and creating, and ultimately heal from their past wounds, while wishing the best for others.
I wish I never met you and I really wish you didn't say all that shit about me.
I have always been full of love and just want to share it to make someone smile to make their day a little better.
I am going to be alone. I'll read all the books I have... I'll make something beautiful and a lot of ugly.
I will tend to my wounds and forget your face and hope that my love comes back again.
Read at Portland Mercury
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