"I did all of these things deliberately, on purpose, as part of a project I called my Year of Fear. The idea was simple: face one new personal fear every month for a year, write about it honestly, and see what happened on the other side. What I didn't plan for was the month everything fell apart."
"But underneath that I was carrying a backpack full of fears I'd never once looked at directly. Fear of rejection. Fear of conflict. Fear of giving my honest opinion and having people disagree. Fear of being alone. Fear of big changes. Fear of strangers. And most of all-the one that colored everything else-fear of not being enough."
"At thirty-three I looked at my life and realized that fear had been making my decisions for me for as long as I could remember. It had reduced my agency, stifled my resilience, and quietly limited the size of the life I was willing to live. So I decided to do something about it. One month at a time."
"January: I snowshoed into the frigid Canadian wilderness in the middle of winter, built a snow shelter with my own hands, and slept in it overnight. I didn't sleep much. But I woke up."
A year-long project called “Year of Fear” involved facing one new personal fear each month for a year, writing about each experience honestly, and observing what changed afterward. Early attempts included sleeping in a snow shelter at -20°C, performing comedy alone on a Montreal stage, and hitchhiking 1,200 kilometers with only a backpack. At age thirty-three, fear was present in many forms, including rejection, conflict, loneliness, strangers, and big changes, with a central fear of not being enough. Fear had shaped decisions for years by reducing agency, stifling resilience, and limiting the size of life lived. The plan was to confront fear one month at a time.
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